I am just starting to sleep through the night after about fifteen years. Randy always suffered so much with circulation problems that he couldn’t sleep through the night, so neither did I. I didn’t even remember what it was like to dream anymore. In the last month or so I have started to dream and sleep through the night. When Randy first passed away I wanted to dream of him but I couldn’t. Now that has changed. I have had several dreams recently of being with Randy again;the latest being last night. Part of the dream was of us walking down a road and we were holding hands. It felt so awesome to touch him and hold his hand again. I am blessed to have him again even if it is only in my dreams.